The One...!

People say It is hard to find -

* the person who cares for you like you are a glass vessel tagged "Handle with care - !! FRAGILE !!...."
* the person who can be trusted blindly as if a child trusts his father when he teaches him how to ride a bicycle.....
* the person who pampers you as you are nothing but an infant
* the person who is there for you always when ever you turn back an look for a helping hand
* the person who has the shoulder for you ready always when you need to cry
* the person who has the patience to listen to every thing you wanna share
* the person who you can say that yes this is the one I can spend my entire life with
* the person who when just smiles you feel like being at the top of the world.....and that smile eases all your tensions...
* the person who if gets annoyed by you.....you are ready to spend the whole night in freezing cold temperature....trying to console her
* the person who if feels blue.....you feel like putting the entire world to an end....


I have started feeling Like the Glass
I have started feeling Like a child
I have started feeling Like an infant
I have got the helping hand ... when I turn back
I have got the shoulder for my soggy eyes...
I have got the ears ....to listen my bakwaaas...
I can sense that smile.....and being at the top of the world
I spent some of my nights.....to console her
I just dont know how to do it.....otherwise the end to world might have come many times.....!!

I dont know much about the same but I kinna have found the person that I can say is mine....and will be mine for the rest of my life.....!!!

Dark Liver Dark Lover

I don’t really think about it. But there are certain things that u always love to do, irrespective of the fact that they are of no sense. Let me exemplify the thing – some of my friends’ just love to booze. Asking them for a reason we will get silliest of the lot say - “Aaj mein ne 5 page ka documentation kiya…..or after boozing you can concentrate well”

I mean it’s a fact that they too are aware of that boozing is doing no good to them. Sorry I too am an occasional boozer and also I m going off the track.

I just wanted to share my idea of doing this senseless act. It is 0200 hours. Why in the world am I awake till now? Although I am damn tired, I could barely open my eyes. I am alone in my room. All the lights of the room are off except the 12 LED’s of lovely different colors from my internet modem, my speakers, the electric board, my laptop and of course the screen of the notebook that I m working on and the brightness of the same has also been reduced to two points. The dim elucidation and slow music adds to the perfect atmosphere for me to think on my own terms and to do what I want to do without any kind of mental stress. Moreover it gives me a brainy satisfaction.

Aaah..Is this what we people call being in Dark…? Unaware, Carefree, Careless…..and mind you people who know me usually do associate these words with me (hehehehe the writer here has to submit his final year project of engineering in a weeks time and the project is way behind the completion). Great I have explored something that was there within me – the fact that I love being in dark. It certainly is damaging but believe me this is what I love doing that is being in my own company and letting my thoughts to fly no matter these thoughts yield in something fruitful or not and also provided that there should be a dark room.

This gives utter pleasure, try doing something similar…..it could do good to you….!!

The Decision: Mind Set or Mind State

My worthy salute to the people who spend there time reading what a person has in his mind, his feelings, his liking and disliking….what he is up to…!!

I don’t know why I am writing this….may be I just want to write something….may be I am fascinated by the concept of blogs….may be something is there with me that I think needs to be shared publicly.

This very article has taken birth from a mind that is habitual of being in site of catch 22. It is an admonition to the reader, you people can still back off from reading this piece of writing. Actually I want people thinking similar things to remark on the same. May be our mutual communication can help us overcome our mind.

A year or two ago…. I came across this book which gave me an idea that supports me in doing wrong things….which I keep on doing regularly. Now it has been such a scene that if I do correct things I give it several thoughts due to the dilemma ….whether I am right or wrong.

There is this tendency of people of making decision that cause less pain, irrespective of the fact that they may be wrong. Why sometimes the decisions we make are regretful? Is it the fact that they are taken in excitement without giving it a thought or after so many wrong decisions you don’t want to take a correct decision. Being spontaneous do pays of sometimes but hits back hard when doesn’t go in a right direction. Giving each thing a priority is the way to achieve goals in an efficient manner. But the personal feeling says lets compromise on the pleasure for this very moment in terms of stability….

To do things as they are told to you seems to be far better option rather than to take hard decisions because your decision will not only impinge on you but a collection of individuals who are close to you and whom you do not want to bear the consequences of your dim-witted assessments.

Retorts Appreciated